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10:50 pm
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MEEM
( Moose. )
Current Mood:  aggravated
Current Music: -.-
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08:34 pm
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e______e
Ground Rules: The first player of this "game" starts with the topic "5 weird habits of yours" and people who get tagged need to write an LJ entry about their 5 quirky habits as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 5 people to be tagged and list their names.
1)I talk to myself. Like, a lot. It really freaks people out when I do it in public.
2)Everytime I see Amanda I hiss at her out of habit. I don't care how loud, how far away she is, or how many people are around.
3)I wear my shittest clothes when i go to school. I don't like the thought wearing good clothes that could get wrecked just for SCHOOL ><
4)I buy jewerly and weird outfits I never intend to wear. Just in case.
5)I kiss everything remotely cute. From cute things, to stuffed cute things, to pictures of cute things, to drawings of cute things...
Tagged: I'm the last to do this -.-
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06:30 pm
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HAR HAR
Look at my icon.
LOOK AT IT.
(thank you ted :3)
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04:01 pm
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Meme'd
YOU CAN ASK ME SIX QUESTIONS::
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No matter how random, revealing, rude, naughty or pointless
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I promise to answer them 100% truthfully
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[[[Repost this to see what others ask you...]]]
Current Mood:  groggy
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07:00 pm
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Homg
Actual conversation:
Me: Man, I wanna wear the skankiest clothes when i meet your dad and when hes driving here I'll go a few blocks out and start working a street corner.
Sean: NO!
Me: I'll go up to him and be like "Hey suger you wanna party? Oh wait, you're Mr. B! Hey Mr. B!! Want a discount?"
Sean: Hahaha
Me: Haha he'd be like *tries to do an imitation of Sean's dad but it ends up sounding like Ted* "Are you a lady of the night?!"
Sean: O_O HOW DID YOU KNOW TED WAS MY FATHER!?
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10:50 pm
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Suuuurvey
Do it. You know you want to.
FIRST OF ALL:
» Who are you?
» Are we friends?
» When and how did we meet?
» Do you have a crush on me?
» Would you kiss me?
» Do you think I'm weird?
» Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
» Describe me in one word.
» Do you think I'm cute?
» What was your first impression?
» Do you still think that way about me now?
» What reminds you of me?
» If you could give me anything what would it be?
» How well do you know me?
» When's the last time you saw me?
» Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
» Secretly hate me?
» Are you going to put this on your journal to see what I say about you?
» How have I affected you?
» Why are you my friend?
» What's the fondest memory you have of me?
» How long do you think we will be friends?
» Do you love me?
» Would you hug me?
» Am I lovable?
» What do you think my weakness is?
» What makes me happy?
» What makes me sad?
» Do you think I could kill someone?
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I died from suicide?
» I became mentally ill?
» I got beaten up?
» I said I liked you?
» I kissed you?
» I lived next door to you?
» I started smoking?
» I was hospitalized?
» I ran away from home?
» I got into a fight and you weren't there?
WOULD YOU:
» Be my friend?
» Ever hate me?
» Be my lover?
» Lie to make me feel better?
» Spread rumors about me?
» Kill me if I told you to?
» Ever leave me?
» Keep a secret if I told you one?
» Loan me some cash?
» Hold my hand?
» Take a bullet for me?
» Keep in touch?
» Try and solve my problems?
» Date me?
» Love me?
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12:31 pm
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I don't care anymore
...
you are...
Foxy Fox!
SLUT! WHORE! SKANK! These words just roll off
your back like beads of hot sweat. You are
constantly horny. You use your sexuality to
your advantage, and often get what you want.
Sometimes it irritates others, but you'd never
change for them.
Which Purple Pussy character are you?
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05:03 pm
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Today is Ramble Day
I like to go on BearShare, type " techno" in the search engine and download the first 10 things that pop up. Of course most of it is crap but there are the few gems. It's an easy way for me to find more techno for I am in constant need of it. It is how I found "DHT - Listen To Your Heart" after all. I like that song. I can't stop listening to Eric Prydz - Call Me" and I don't think I really want to. Even I cannot fully comprehend its greatness as new waves of awesomeness flow from its pores and into my soul, never ceasing to amaze me with each listen. I wonder what its like to be my cat. All she has to do is exist and everyone will love her because shes hideously adorable. She apparently doesn't care for me. Shes probably used to being loved. I would dye my hair like Court but I like being blonde. Maybe when I get older and it starts to turn brown. Everyone says I look better with long hair. I must have looked damn freaky when it was short. Why do guys all sleep with the TV on? Why is my room always hot. Maybe it's me. When my grandma had to live in there for a couple days it was cool and airy. I wish I could find Heathers DVDs. I think they are under my bed. Everything always is. I wish I was more energitic on the weekends. I abhor math. I could go to a drumline show tonight. I don't feel like doing anything today. The roads around my house are killer on my tires and I'm getting awfully tired of pumping them up. I barely ate anything today. Is that why I am tired? Eating always makes me tired. I should clean my room. I want to. I hope Devins party is fun.
There. I typed out every single one of my thoughts for about 6 minutes. Hah, when you read this outloud you sound so retarded...
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01:14 pm
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Moose?
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01:11 am
[Link] | Back from New York.
I'm tired likewhoa so no details now maybe later.
"Anyway when you get back want to hear want all you did.. Did you sit in a Hotel Room the whole time? Or did you run off into the backstreets, and find a dark rundown italian restraunt, you walk in cause you want to use their phone, but it turns out to be a Mafia Den! Two Mafiosos sit at a booth in the corner, one's counting money and the other is cleaning his sidearm. As you look around you find that they have crates of stolen Televisions, DVD Players, Playstations, and an assortment of other merchandise.
Moberster 1: Man it's hot as balls in here...
Amber: Can I use your phone?
Mobster 2: Hey! You shouldn't been in here!
*Battle*
Roll for you initiative... you roll a 4 plus you agility modify 4 + 2 = 6
initiative
Mobster 1 rolls 2
Mobster 2 roll 7
*Mobster 2 picks up his gun and fires at you* Roll 1d20
Mobster 2 rolls a 4
*You attemp to block* Roll 1d6 [how do you block a bullet?]
Amber rolls a 3
*Block failed, Amber takes 6 damage*
Amber's HP = 12 - 6 = 6
*Amber uses a scroll of soaring wings, and is teleported out of the
battlefield, back to the Hotel*
Some Choir Chick: Amber you've been shot!
Amber: Dont worry about me, I know Heal Minor Wounds, and I have some Light
Healing Potions...
Some Choir Dude: I dont know you look hurt really bad... Should we get you
to a hospital!
Amber: Listen I'm fine, but just incase, go get some Scrolls of
Rejuvination.
Some Choir Chick: Wha..?
Amber: Ahh! You're Useless!"
That is the best thing EVAR OMG.
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03:57 pm
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FINE.
[01] Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
[02] I will then tell you what song/band reminds me of you.
[03] Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.
[04] Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
[05] Put this in your journal.
There I did it. CHRIST.
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11:17 pm
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SKREEEEEEEEEEEEE
You Are 24 Years Old |
24
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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YES! Thats my favorite age! You're old enough to do whatever you want but young enough to not now what the hell you're doing. Whee.
Current Mood:  chipper
Current Music: Motion City Sountrack - The Future Freaks Me Out
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04:43 pm
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Sigh
If I don't get a 2.0 no more happy time. 8(
| Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... | | Category | Your Score | Average | | Self-Lovin' | 75%
Never taken out of the packaging | 65.1% | | Shamelessness | 92.9%
Has yet to see self in mirror | 79.3% | | Sex Drive | 97.4%
The Pope is envious | 77.7% | | Straightness | 71.4%
Felt someone up once | 44.6% | | Gayness | 100%
| 83.8% |
| Fucking Sick | 99.1%
Refreshingly normal | 90% |
You are 87.21% pure
Average Score: 72.7%
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09:09 pm
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Have you Evah...
01. Bought everyone in the pub a drink: no
02. Swam with wild dolphins: no
03. Climbed a mountain: no
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive: no
05. Seen the Pyramids at night: no
06. Held a tarantula: no
07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone: no
08. Said 'I love you' and mean it: yeah
09. Hugged a tree: yeah
10. Done a striptease: sort of
11. Done a bungee or parachute jump: no
12. Visited Paris: no
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea: no
14. Cleaned behind the fridge: no
15. Stayed up all night long, and watch the sun rise: up all night yes sunrise no
16. Asked a question you've always been too embarrassed to ask.: yeah
17. Seen the Northern Lights: no
18. Gone to a huge sports game - football, rugby, baseball, American football, etc: yeah
20. Grew and eat your own vegetables:.yep
21. Touched an iceberg: nope
22. Had an office relationship: er no
23. Slept under the stars in a backyard yard: a front yard yes..
24. Compromised: yes
25. Changed a baby's nappy/diaper: no
26. Take a trip in a hot air balloon: no
27. Watched a meteor shower: no
28. Gotten drunk on champagne plus rum and vodka: no
29. Taken a luxury holiday: no
30. Gived more than you can afford to charity: no
31. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope: yup
32. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment: yup 33. Had a food fight: had a water fight...
34. Betted on a winning horse: nope
35. Taken a sick day when you're not ill: of course
36. Got a pet: yeees
37. Asked a stranger out: no
38. Had a snowball fight: kind of
39. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier: haha i wanna do this!
40. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can: yep
41. Held a lamb: i held a goat...
42. Enact a favorite fantasy: yeah kind of...
43. Taken a midnight skinny dip: nope
44. Heard the words 'I love you': yup
45. Flew on Concorde: i wish
46. Taken an ice cold bath: no
47. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar: note to self...
48. Seen a total eclipse: yeah
49. Ridden a roller coaster: yup
50. Hit a home run: no
51. Fitted three weeks miraculously into three days: yeah
52. Danced like a fool and not care who's looking: duh
53. Adopted an accent for an entire day: yes!
54. Visited the birthplace of you ancestors: no
55. Had a grand romance with costumes and everything: no
56. Made up a screen name to stalk someone: no 57. Gone shopping for no reason.- GOD YES!
58. Actually feel happy about your life, even for just a moment. yeah!
59. Just be held: uh huh...
60. Had an adventure where nothing goes as planned: doesn't it always
61. Kissed someone you truly wanted to kiss: mmhmm
62. Went clubbing and thought to yourself "I could out-dance them if I wanted to" however, they really, REALLY sucked: no
63. Called your relatives by their relationship like, "aunt" and "grandma"?: doesn't everyone??
64. Have two hard drives for your computer: no
65. Cuddled: yesh
66. Visited all 50 states: nope
67. Love your job: what job
68. Taken care of someone who was shit faced: yeah....
69. Had enough money to be truly satisfied: nooooo
70. Have amazing friends: yuppppp
71. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country: no
72. Swim during a formal: no
73. Stolen a sign: stole a poster...
74. Backpacked in Europe: no
75. Taken a road-trip: no
76. Rock climbing a fake rock: yup
77. Nose piercing: nooo
78. Midnight walk on the beach: i did!
79. Sky diving: nooo
80. Visit Ireland: no
81. Saw what you wanted and did all it took to seize it: yeah
82. Fell in love then fell harder and faster from heartbreak: yup
83. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had lunch/ dinner with them: yeah
84. Visit and/or tour Japan:. nope
85. Bench press your own weight: nooo
86. Stolen from your parents: no
87. Alphabetized your records and books: yep
89. Pretended to be a super hero: yeees
90. Sang karaoke: yup
91. Made someone cry for no good reason: don't know
92. Lounged around in bed all day: yeeeaaah
93. Posed nude in front of a room full of strangers: no
94. Dressed sexy for no reason: YES.
95. Got it on to "Let's Get It On" by Marvin Gaye: no
96. Kissed in the rain: no
97. Played in the mud: i fell in the mud
98. Played in the rain: yeah
99. Gone to a drive-in theater: yeah
100. Done something you should regret, but don't regret it: yeah
101. Visited the Great Wall of China: no
102. Fell in love with a job that has nothing to do with the degree you're pursuing: no
103. Discovered that someone who's not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog: yes
104. Dropped Windows in favor of something better.: occassionally...
105. Started a business. didn't last long
106. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken. yeah
107. Toured ancient sites around the Mediterranean: no
108. Taken karate: no
109. Sword fought for the honor of a woman. hahahaha no
110. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight. nooo
111. Gotten married: sort of
112. Been in a movie. no
113. LARPed: no
114. Loved someone you shouldn't have.: i wouldn't say love
115. Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy. i wish
116. Gotten divorced: no
117. Had sex at the office: no
118. Surprised yourself with a talent you didn't know you had: yes
119. Been to Macchu Picchu: what?
120. Gone without food for 5 days: no
121. Never left the continental United States: no
122. Made cookies from scratch. nooope
123. Won first prize in a costume contest. i won 2nd prize...so close!
124. Ridden a gondola in Venice. nope
125. Gotten a tattoo: nope
126. Got another tattoo the next day because you didn't feel balanced: noo
127. Find that the texture of some materials can turn you on: yesh
128. Rafted the Snake River: no
129. Blazed it up at Burning Man: what?
130. Gotten flowers for no reason. no
131. Masturbated in a public place. sort of...
132. Gotten so drunk you don't remember anything. no
133. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug. no
134. Traveled the world: noooo
135. Performed onstage with a famous symphony orchestra: nope
136. Been to Las Vegas: yesh
137. Met Madonna: no
138. Recorded music: no
139. Eaten Shark or Octopus: no
140. Had a one night stand: nope
141. Gone to Thailand: nope
142. Had the courage to speak your mind: yes
143. Saw Robert Smith and Siouxsie live: huh?
144. Bought a house: no
145. Earned my degree: no
146. Broke your neck: no
147. Been in a combat zone: no
148. Buried your father: nooo
149. Earned a *living* through creativity: not yet
150. Visit the remaining continents: no
151. Had your pubic hair waxed off: that sounds like it really hurts
152. Been on a cruise ship: no
153. Speak more than one language fluently: no
154. Worn see-through clothes in public- no
155. Bounced a check: no
156. Performed in Rocky Horror?: someday
157. Moved over 1000 miles by yourself: no
158. Been to art school: no
159. Read - and understood - your credit report: no
160. Raised children. no
161. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy: my lil pony
162. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour: no
163. Created and named your own constellation of stars: yeah *thinks of a certain memory...*
164. Bucked stigma or trends to follow your heart: ?
165. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country: no
166. Found out something significant that your ancestors did:. yeah
167. Called or written your Congressman: no
168. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over: no
169. ...more than once? no
170. Run the Golden Gate Bridge: i danced the golden gate bridge...
171. Sang loudly in the car and didn't stop when you know someone was looking. yup
172. Had plastic surgery no
173. Survived an accident that you shouldn't have survived. - choked 174. Wrote articles for a large publication no
175. Lost over 100 pounds no
176. Held someone while they were having a flashback a what?
177. Flown an airplane: no
178. Petted a stingray: yes
179. Broken someone's heart:. yeah...
180. Helped an animal give birth: i saw an animal give birth
181. Been fired or laid off from a job you loved.: no
182. Won money on a T.V. game show.: no
183. Broken a bone. no
184. Killed a human being. no
185. Had a threesome (or moresome.) noooo
186. Ridden a motorcycle. yes
187. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100mph. no
188. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced. no
189. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol. no
190. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild. no
191. Ridden a horse. yes
192. Had major surgery. no
193. Had sex on a moving train. no
194. Had a snake as a pet. no
195. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon. no
196. Slept through an entire flight no
197. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of two consecutive days. no
198. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states no
199. Visited all 7 continents. no
200. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days. no
201. Eaten kangaroo meat. no
202. Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground. nooooooo! geez whats with the ancient stuff and fallen in love stuff!?
203. Been a sperm or egg donor. no
205. Been part of a group that requires secrecy of its members (occult circle, fraternity, Masonic lodge, etc). no
206. Maintained 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year: no
207. Gotten a tattoo to dedicate yourself to your deity of choice: nooo
208. Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about
209. Gotten someone fired for their actions: no
210. Gone back to school: yeah?
211. Publically protest something you disagree with. no
212. Supported a political party that you believe in (either financially or through support work): yes
213. Willingly put yourself at risk for another and had it come out well: yep
214. Publically humiliated yourself to the point where you couldn't return somewhere.almost
215. Re-thought and recanted strongly held beliefs. yeah
216. Refused to regret bad things that happened to you. 217. Gotten through an entire working day without doing any work. yup
218. Read until 4 a.m., when you needed to be alert the next day. yup
219. Painted a picture.: yes
220. Created a room that satisfied you and made you feel at home. yeeees
221. Laid on an Etruscan tomb.: no
222. Had a vision: yeup
223. Visited the site of Oracle at Delphi: no
224. Visited Stonehenge: NO
225. Write a scholarly book: no
226. Eaten Sushi: no
227. Built a Computer: no
228. Seen a ghost: no
229. Met an OL Friend IRL: YES 230. Found your soulmate:nope
231. Dated two people once and have them both be cool with it. no!
232. Walked through the drivethrough of a fast food place cause the dinning room was closed and you were too tipsy to drive: uh no
233. went to an interview as a larf and actually GOT the job. nope
234. if you are a girl, got a lap dance; if your a boy, given one. no 8(
235. recently slept with stuffed animal: nope
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08:33 pm
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Oohlookysurveywow.
Stolen from Mizzarc
Ultimate Opposite Sex Survey (for girls) | Created by okwhtsplanb and taken 17975 times on bzoink! | | --Your Favorite-- | | Hair Color: | Anything but bright red. | | Eye Color: | Anything | | (Their)Music Genre Preference: | Doesn't matter | | Height(estimate): | Taller then me perferably. Even if its just a little bit. | | Age: | My age | | Personality Type: | Dorky, sweet, dominant, logical, fun-loving, proud, protective... | | --This or That-- | | Older or Younger: | Older but only by a year or so | | Romantic or Horndog: | Both | | Smart or Stupid: | Definately smart | | Fat or Skinny: | Not scrawny but not morbidly obese | | Skinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular: | Skinny but muscular i guess | | Punk or Preppy: | How about dorky | | The Big Picture or the Little Things: | Gee...er...big picture? | | Flowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present: | Its the thought | | Mixtape or Burned CD: | Doesn't matter? | | Love or Lust: | Both | | Emotional or Just Not: | Not a crybaby but not a robot. | | Sincere or Jokester: | in the middle | | Hott and mean or Ugly and sweet: | How about neither | | Sexy or Just "cute": | Cute is sexy | | Arse or Abs: | Tough one..arse i guess | | Hair or Hands: | HANDS. | | Dimples or Eyes: | Eyes | | Biceps or Calves/Thighs: | calves/thighs | | Teeth or Nose(some people are just wierd) : | uh..nose i guess | | Clean Shaven or Scruffy: | Eithers fine. Just not TOO scruffy | | Rugged or Prim and Proper: | How about clean for the most part | | Countryboy or Cityboy | Cityboy | | Date alone or With Friends | alone | | Mama's Boy or Rebel Without A Cause: | somewhere in the middle | | --Have You Ever-- | | Dumped a guy because he liked you too much: | HAHAHA a guy liking me too much. Thats funny | | Loved a guy because he stalked you: | no... | | Loved a guy because he hated you: | No! | | Asked your friend's crush out: | nope | | Lead a guy on for kicks: | naw! | | Asked a guy out purely because he was hott: | nope nope | | Flirted with guys even though you had a boyfriend: | no | | Lied about not having a boyfriend: | no | | Lied about having one: | sort of... | | Cheated: | noe | | Been Cheated on: | no | | Had a crush on a gay guy: | sort of | | --Their Clothing(yes/no)-- | | Boxers?: | yes please | | Briefs?: | eh could be worse | | Hat?: | *shrug* | | Skater Shoes?: | doesn't matter | | Pimp Shoes?: | er? | | Band Shirts?: | whatever | | Vintage shirts?: | whatever | | Southpole/um..other thug clothes..?: | huh? | | Dixie Outfitters/Big Johnsons?: | wha? | | Independent/DC?: | whatever! | | Skavenger/UGP?: | ..? | | Fox/Thor?: | IT DOESN'T MATTER! | | Jeans or Shorts?: | shorts. when i think of jeans i think of tight girly jeans | | --Be Honest-- | | Would you ever date a guy for his money?: | nooooo | | Would you ever date a guy for his social status?: | no! | | Have you ever liked hanging out with your bf's friends more than him?: | no... | | Have you ever pretended to like somebody to make them feel better? | nope | | Have you called a girl a whore, when you were screwing lots of guys?: | uh no.. | | Do looks matter?: | not really | | Are you honestly scared of being dumped?: | yeah | | Does size matter?: | nope | | Do you avoid 'situations' with ugly guys?: | situations? | | Are you ashamed to be seen with your ugly friends?: | whaaaaat? | | Are you ashamed for being ashamed?(you better be): | no..yes..huh? | | Do you hide things from your crushes/guy friends/bf?: | no | | Do you lie about masturbation for attention or false innocence?: | ahahaha no | | Do you really want a guy to say if those jeans make your butt look fat?: | doesn't matter to me | | Are you dissapointed when your bf doesn't say I love you right away?: | not really | | Wanna be a virgin till marriage? | well i do hope to meet the right guy before marrying him... | | Do you really love the guys everytime that you say it? | yeah | | Do you dream about your crushes/bfs/guy friends?: | sometimes | | Would you makeout with a guy friend just to get it over with/curiosity?: | no... | | Does this survey suck nuts? | yep | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
Current Mood:  cold
Current Music: Yellowcard - Ocean Avenue
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12:29 am
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O.O
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Current Mood:  scared
Current Music: My screams of anguish
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08:13 pm
[Link] | I AM 40% RAVER!  Well, I may have been to a rave. I probably know a bunch of ravers, but they may think of me as an outsider. That's okay, at least I am not a complete freak. |
GLITTEH!
I AM 47% METROSEXUAL!  I may own more than two pair of dress shoes, and maybe a designer suit, but I don’t mind going to the grocery store in sweats. And I may even go a day or two without a shower. |
....sugar -_-
I AM 57% EMO!  Well.. I've made the cut! Now I'll go buy some promise rings and knit myself a sweater. |
*weep weep weep*
I AM 58% INTERNET ADDICT!  I am pretty addicted, but there is hope. I think I'm just well connected to the internet and technology, but it's really a start of a drug-like addiction. I must act now! Unplug this computer! |
I thought I was better then that 8[
I AM 61% GEEK!  Nerd, Freak, Geek, Dweeb. Sound familiar? That's okay, cause I will be the richest person at my 15th year high school reunion. If a "con" isn't happening that weekend. |
Ditto
I AM 28% GOTH!  Goth ny night, normal by day. Deep in my heart I know I am evil, but not on the company's time. I do need to eat. |
That I do...
I AM 62% GRUNGE!  I am pretty dirty, all right and, I reek of teen spirit... I would sell my own children for a moldy hotpocket, man. |
*scratch* *belch* *reek*
I AM 75% EVIL GENIUS!  I am pure evil. I lie awake at night devising schemes of world domination, and I will not rest until all living souls bend to my will. |
MUAHAHAHAHHA.
Current Mood:  listless
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11:12 pm
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All we need is some ice cream and a hug.
FIRSTS:
1. First best friend: Chris
2. First car: None yet.
3. First real kiss: Chris
4. First self purchased album: Eiffel 65 "Europop" when I was 10.....ITS STILL THE BEST ALBUM EVER.
5. First funeral: My mom's uncle.
6. First pet: Assorted Kitties and doggies
7. First piercing/tattoos: None.
8. First Credit Card: Uh none.
9. First enemy: Danielle Schoonover.
10. First big trip: Uh...
11. First music you remember hearing: Neil Young, Sting...
LASTS:
1. Last cigarette: Never?
2. Last car ride: Today
3. Last kiss: Last sunday
4. Last good cry: Last sunday
5. Last library book: I don't recall...
6. Last movie seen in theatres: Shaun of the Dead
7. Last beverage drank: Milk
8. Last food consumed: Ice cream
9. Last crush: Chris
10. Last phone call: Chris
11. Last time showered: Today
12. Last shoes worn: Black flipflops
13. Last item bought: Emily The Strange calander
14. Last annoyance: Moms INANE NAGGING.
15. Last time wanting to die: Uh long time.
RELATIONSHIPS:
1. Who are your best friends: Chris, Court, Steph, Chels, Ceci, Tina, Ted and Marc.
2. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend: No.
STUFF:
1. Where are your favorite places to shop: Suncoast, Cartoon Field and Hot Topic only cuz I love Emily The Strange...
SPECIFICS:
1. Do you do drugs: No.
2. What kind of shampoo do you use: Pantine Pro-V
3. What are you most scared of: Being chased, thunder, pain, the ocean, the dark, death, a good friend hating me, being lost...
4. Where do you want to get married: I wouldn't really mind.
5. What are you listening to right now: Lenny Kravitz - Lady
6. How many buddies are online: 7
7. What would you change about yourself: Nothing really....
FAVORITES:
1. Foods: Very, very many things.
3. Girl names: Ren, Marie, Kiki...
4. Boy names: Vash, Scotty, Jack...
5. Subject in school: Animation.
6. Animals: 1. Foxes 2. Kittens 3. Hamsters.
7. Sports: Je suis ne sportive pas.
9. Cologne: I have this big thing of "Raspberry Spray" that I got at Big Lots that I've had forever and it reminds me of good times.
HAVE Y0U EVER:
1. Given anyone a bath: Who da wha?
2. Smoked: Nope
3. Bungee: Eep!
4. Made yourself throw-up: To stop myself from choking.
5. Skinny dipped: No!
6. Been in love: I guess that's what it was.
7. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble: I'm not good at pretend crying.
8. Pictured your crush naked: Maybe.
9. Seen your crush naked: No. B[
10. Cried when someone died: My cat that I didn't even like.
11. Lied: Haven't we all?
12. Fallen for your best friend: Yeah.
13. Been rejected: Yes. Painfully.
14. Rejected someone: Yeah. I hate having to do that.
15. Used someone: No.
16. Done something you regret: I try not to regret anything but yes.
CURRENT:
1. Clothes: Jammies
2. Music: Bowling For Soup - "Shut Up And Smile" <3
3. Make-up: None as usual
4. Annoyance: I have to wee
5. Smell: Air?
6. Favorite artist: Reel Big Fish
7. Desktop picture: The ocean.
8. Book you're reading: East of Eden
9. Cd in player: The Pillows
LAST PERS0N:
1. You touched: Mom
2. Hugged: Mom
3. IMed: Ted
4. You kissed: Chris
ARE Y0U:
1. Understanding: I'm known for being that.
2. Open-minded: Kind of.
3. Arrogant: a lil
4. Secure: At times
5. Interesting: I hope.
6. Hungry: Eh.
7. Smart: I gots street smarts.
8. Moody: Can be.
9. Hardworking: HA!
10. Organized: NO.
11. Healthy: I'm good at it.
12. Shy: Around people I don't know
13. Attractive: In a weird way.
14. Bored easily: Yesh.
15. Responsible: I can be afraid of responsibility.
16. Obsessed: With?
17. Angry: At times.
18. Sad: At times.
19. Disappointed: It happens.
20. Happy: Yeah.
21. Hyper: Yes.
22. Trusting: Sometimes too much.
23. Talkative: When I'm with someone I like talking to.
24. Legal: Unfortuneatly....
WHO DO YOU WANNA:
1. Kill: Hilary Duff, Paris Hilton...
2. Slap: Don't get me started.
3. Get high with: Uh...
4. Look like: Im okay.
5. Talk to offline: Chris
6. Talk to online: Anyone really.
Current Mood: tired
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08:49 pm
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Happy Birthday Chris!!
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06:42 pm
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As you can see the sky is blue...
Originally written Sunday, May 09, 2004
The thing about me is, I never ask for something directly. If I want something or if I want someone to do something or say something or ask something, I will drop progressively obvious hints. This usually always back-fires in my face because they don't get the hint and do exactly what I don't want them to do. But if I ask someone for something right out, I'm afraid of sounding cocky, bossy or straight forward in a very rude way. I should probably try being straight-forward anyway because its the only way to let people know what I want without dancing around the issue like a mor. Yeah, I should work on that. That and making eye contact. That's one thing I REALLY tend to avoid. If I look someone directly in the eye it makes me feel like I'm in a staring contest and we're both trying to see who will get nervous and look away first. That just makes it seem...awkward.
Friday was a nice change but today it's back to BORING. What I wouldn't give to have my license so I could get the hell out.
Originally written Tuesday, May 11, 2004
I can't sleep alone. Call me crazy, but it's true. That's one of the reasons I leave the fan on, even if I'm freezing my ass off. It's because I hate the sound of nothing but my own breathing. It reminds me of how I'm the only one in the room. It's also why I sleep with four pillows. Two to rest my head on and two to lay parallel to me. That way, If I try hard enough, I can pretend someone is there and that I'm not alone anymore. Heh, my pillow gets some major snuggling especially if I am feeling particularly afraid of having no one around, being unloved or just the dark in general. I hug my pillow so tight, hoping and wishing that I wasn't alone and that someone was there who would make everything bad just go away. Sometimes my eyes water when I realise that no one is there and probably won't be for a long time. But then I just hug tighter and wisk the thought out of my mind. It takes awhile but I eventually get to sleep dreaming its someone I that can hold me and make me feel safe.
Sigh. I just made myself lonely.
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